I trusted in my instincts Was that the right thing to do? Or am I paying the price For not thinking things through? .
I’ve been threatened by gangs Had bricks thrown at my head Knives held to my throat I’ve overdosed I’ve nearly drowned so many times Come close to ending it all I’ve been to the end of the line .
I’ve spent years searching for answers To questions I haven’t yet asked I’ve looked for clues in bottle and cans In a handful of pills, on the railway tracks .
Every move, every breath It’s instinctive No plan, no conscious thought Impulses tell me To keep breathing To keep running To keep fighting Can’t stop Can’t stop to think Gotta keep on trusting My instinct
Is it odd that I must ask a question, Each time I see my own reflection? I look in the mirror, who will I see? Which face will be there, staring back at me? . The one with the warm and friendly smile? Or the one spitting words of hate and bile? Or the stern, […]
This is aimed more at guys (from girls), but does work the other way round too. . Did you say those words out of kindness? Did you just want to warm my heart? Or did you want something in return? Were you hoping for a reward? . Did you really mean the things you said? Did […]
Always laughing, always smiling Never giving away a single clue Of the pain that you were hiding Inside of you We hadn’t spoken in a while I wondered why, now I’ve seen the news Only just learning of the hell Inside of you Days before, you were excited Eager to play with your […]
Emptiness, hopelessness, darkness No light at the end of the tunnel No end to this torment in sight I turn back but the passage crumbles No way to pass the ruin and rubble So onwards through the dark I stumble Arms outstretched, my hands groping Blindly I press on just hoping The next […]
This is my house But it ain’t my home My family’s here But I’m all alone It’s where I dwell But not where live To find a home Is my dying wish