Insomnia Caused by paranoia Convinced that if I fall asleep I may never wake up And in my state of sleeplessness My fear only worsens And when I do drift off Panic sets in And I’m jolted back to wakefulness Heartbeat racing Cold sweat forming I must stay awake So I can see it coming […]
It’s strange The times we feel scared And the times that we don’t What is it that sets off those alarm bells In our heads Makes us fear for our safety Our future prospects and opportunities Believing it to be The final hammer blow When I was thrown from my raft In white water rapids […]
I’m trapped within this nightmare Like prey caught in a snare And if I don’t soon wake I fear what may be at stake Soon it will all be over The shadows are drawing closer Cold, faceless, adumbral Their ghostly fingers unfurl I open my mouth to scream But silence reigns in this dream Darkness […]
And once again My chest grows tight I’m drawn back in To the never-ending fight With anxiety And I don’t know If I have the will To face another day Praying it goes away Will I ever be free? From its vice-like grip Or has fear become my crypt My laptop has died. Any purchase […]
Is there anybody out there? Can anybody hear me screaming? Is there anybody out there? Can someone free me from this nightmare? I’m running, running I’m running in circles Something hunts me, haunts me Stalks me like an animal I’m struggling, stumbling I turn around but there’s nothing Just silence – cold and dark Silence […]
I don’t know why I tried to deny The way I feel about you Perhaps I was scared And unprepared For the feelings that were so new
I’ve been threatened by gangs Had bricks thrown at my head Knives held to my throat I’ve overdosed I’ve nearly drowned so many times Come close to ending it all I’ve been to the end of the line .
I can’t stop this worry, this fear, this dread It’s consuming me, inside my heart and head I can’t be with you to hold you tight I can’t take away your pain tonight .